Gazette - Calm Envy (eng+jap)

Calm Envy (English)
I seem to sink into the sound of the falling rain.
This promise is whose dream, who is this dream for?

I want to see all of you. I want to love all of you.
It's this way, isn't it?

When our hands are clutched together,
There is this unknown scent coming from the opposite one.
Although I can breathe normally, I seem to crumble eventually.
If you could love me deeper than just those words
I could believe only you standing before me.
In the suddenly showing past, the times we would touch,
Could not fill the fragile emptiness, floating on those tears.

Although I find comfort in this peace,
You, who are beside me, are breaking from my inside.

I want to see all of you. I want to love all of you.
The answer is drowning in a smile.
You don't love the everyday shadow, when it was lost.
We carry those bounds that I can't let disappear.

Even though I threw those words at you, if you could love me
I could believe only you, standing before me.
The suddenly shown past, hurts every time you touch me
I want to love you to my inner emptiness.
Because I won't let you notice how I wipe my tears
There is nothing else to laugh about in front of me.

It's not the two of us, concealing this means the [good bye]
How I wish it to be us together crying at this [farewell]
More than thinking back about it, I would like you to forget
And put me in this empty space.
Don't chase those long passed days.

Don't leave anything more than what's already left.
[At least…]
I hold onto this good bye, as I fall asleep
And the faint heat vanishes like tobacco.

The days that won't return, the person I loved







Calm Enyv (Jp)
Urishikiru ame no ne ni shizumi sou na
Sono yakusoku wa dare no yume de dare no tame no yume darou

[I want to see all of you] [I want to love all of you.]
Douka shiteru ne

Tsunagu te to gyaku no te ni wa itsumo shiranai kaori ga shiteru
[I want to see all of you] [I want to love all of you.]
Iki wa chan to dekiteru no ni kuzure sou ni naru

Kotoba yori mo fukaku aishite kure nara
Me no mae ni iru anata dake wo shinjite ikeru
Fui ni miseta kako ni fureru tabi ni moroku
Uzumetsukusenai kuuhaku ni namida ukabe

Yasuragi ni amaete te mo tonari no anata ga watashi no naka kara togire sou ni naru

[I want to see all of you] [I want to love all of you]
Kotae wa emi ni obore
[You don't love, the everyday shadow when it was lost]
Kakikesenai hodo kakaeteru

Anata ni nageta kotoba mo aishite kureru nara
Me no mae ni iru anata dake wo shinjite ikeru
Fui ni miseta kako ni fureru tabi ni itamu
Watashi no inai kuuhaku made aishitai
Kizukarenai you ni namida wa nuguu kara
Kono ijou watashi no mae de warawanaide

"Sayonara" wo kakusu futari ja naku
"Sayonara" ni naku futari de itai
Omoikaesu yori wasurete hoshii
Soshite watashi wo kuuhaku ni oite
Mou sugita hibi wo ottarishinaide

Mou kore ijou oite ikanaide
"Semete..."
Sayonara wo nigiri nemuru watashi no
Honokana netsu wo tabako no you ni keshite

Kaeranai hibi wo aishita hito yo

Calm envy
Invidie linistita

Pare ca se scufunda in sunetul ploii.
al cui vis este aceasta promisiune, pentru cine este acest vis?

vreau sa te vad. Vreau sa te iubesc.
e aceasta cale, nu-I asa?

cand mainile noastre sunt prinse impreuna,
este un parfum necunoscut venind de la celalalt.
cu toate ca pot sa respir normal, par ca ma faramitez.
daca m-ai putea iubi mai mult decat acele cuvinte
te-as putea crede doar pe tine stand in fata mea.
in trecutul aratat brusc, vremurile in care ne vom atinge,
nu vor putea umple golul fragil, plutind pe lacrimi.

cu toate ca gasesc comfort in pace,
tu, care esti langa mine, ma rupi pe inauntru.

vreau sa te vad. Vreau sa te iubesc.
raspunsul se ineaca intr-un zambet.
nu iubesti umbra din fiecare zi, cand a fost pierduta.
caram granitzele care nu le pot lasa sa dispara.

chiar daca tzi-am aruncat cuvintele alea, daca m-ai putea iubi
te-as putea crede doar pe tine stand in fata mea.
apoi trecutul aratat brusc,doare mereu cand ma atingi
vreau sa te iubesc pentru lacuna din inauntrul meu
nu te voi lasa sa observi cum imi sterg lacrimile
nu e nimic de ce sa razi in fata mea.

nu suntem noi, ascunzand intelesurile [la revedere]
cat imi doresc sa fim noi plangand la [bun ramas]
mai mult deact san e gandim la el, mi-ar place sa uiti
sis a ma pui in acest spatiu inchis.
nu urmari acele zile de mult trecute.

nu lasa mai mult decat a fost lasat.
[in sfarsit…]
ma tin pe acest adio, cand adormn
si caldura slaba dispare ca tutunul

zilele care nu se mai intorc, persoana care am iubit-o